Well. I dunno. Life is being... challenging... of late.

Thursday, my car tire went flat, I had to 'borrow' the Dad's truck and run to B-town for an interview with a staffing agency, for a potential job. Looks like it could be good... the staffing lady loved me, because I'm obscenely qualified and I passed all their computer aptitude tests with flying colors. Woot! Although, not my dream job... but, the $$ for it looks REALLY appealing. Now, we wait.

In the meantime, I've gotten so many rejection letters that I've lost count. More than... 5 (because that's the number of them still sitting on the desk next to me). Just someone give me a job already! ARGH. Clearly, I've got marketable skills!! C'mon. Bleh. I loathe this job-search bullshit.

This weekend was pretty uneventful, because I've been fighting this EVIL head-cold thing, for the better majority. Bleh. I just want to sleeeeep. And the prospect of the weekend ending, and having to go back to that job *shudder* tomorrow is even more daunting. I'm REALLY done with it now. I've had my stint at helping people, professionally, and I'm REALLY over it (thanks to the shitty administration).

So. Now, tomorrow, I have to call and figure out why my car insurance was spontaneously canceled for no apparent reason, figure out why CCV can't release me my grades for last semester, call and get an appointment (and figure out where to get the money for) my car to get four new tires (mine are bald to the extreme), and have them look at the strange rattle that's appeared in the front end.... uhm... what else? Empty my checking account to pay bills... are we seeing a trend here?!
ARGH. BLEH.

Need. New. Job. Desperately want to not live in Dad's basement. BLEEEH.

Guess I'm not going to learn to play WoW this month because I can't afford the ELEVEN DOLLARS. *sigh*... what has my life come to!?

Frustrated with my inability to make ends meet, and annoyed because I can't seem to dig myself out of this hole.....

Tags: bills, jobs, money
You might find me at: Home
I'm feeling...: frustrated
I'm rockin' out to:: All Lit Up - Buckcherry

I hate "Real Life", or this "adult responsibilities" and the rest of this shit.

( For your delicate eyes... )

In other news, I am in an awful mood. AWFUL. And I don't give a rat's ass. I'm fucking entitled. Why? Well... I'm stressed out to my breaking point over financial stuff, several of my friends are being complete jerk-offs and I'm just supposed to roll over and take it, I really miss another few of my friends, and to add insult to injury, I'm really tired of being alone. I really enjoy her, but there's nothing like an evening of going out dancing with Meg to beat to hell your already shakey self esteem, during a particularly stressful few weeks. Oh, and despite the fact that I generally love my job, it's going through an amazingly antagonistic period right now.

Oh, and wait, the best part: All I want is for someone to be here with me - right now - , take a walk with me, give me a hug, and remind me that somehow, everything is going to work out. Just be here with me. And there's not a damn person that I can call.

I feel like my head is going to explode.

Tags: bills, stress
You might find me at: In Hell.
I'm feeling...: stressed
I'm rockin' out to:: Twilight and Mist - Legends of the Fall