Well, LJ.... I intended to write all about how fun my New Years Eve, and break in general has been.... instead, I find my self absentmindedly sorting pics from my digital camera, trying to bore myself to sleep....

My mind won't stop... on top of EVERYTHING (and sadly, there is an everything) Allan (step-dad) is in the hospital with his second massive heart attack. He's... 55? Last year, about this time, he just dropped while cross-country skiing, resulting in a operation to implant five stents in his arteries. Supposedly, they were cutting edge, and supposed to release medication slowly to prevent this from happening again... my question then - why is it happening?

My mom is amazing - totally holding it together, while worrying herself silly. I feel so helpless - there is nothing I can do, but wait.  Tomorrow morning (alas, just a few hours!), will bring some news... Depending on what it is,  I may or may not go to work - my mom will need help if Allan has to stay in the hospital (we have a dog who can not be left alone, and I my mom is pet-sitting for a couple of people right now)..... SO. Yeah. 

OH MY.

Perhaps an update on the fun that's passed at a later date.... until then,

Happy 2007.... WHY is vacation over, already?

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